Depression again, bigger and stronger then ever

2022.01.20 08:49 LilLillyYo Depression again, bigger and stronger then ever

So, I am dealing with depression my whole life...it come hand and hand with me ๐Ÿ˜‰ but now I am 'stuck' social anxiety is devastating on my life and relationships, and I don't go out for more than 1y already. Before that was smaller periods, occasionally. Now is my health in store. And all looks like I am stuck I just need some helicopter to pull me up and bring me back to earth somewhere else, because I love my life and I want it back! Just don't have power anymore.
Recently i was diagnosed with so many health issues that are serious, I have so supporting husband that works 24/7 to support us financially because I needed to quit my jobs because of health. That was the trigger for this now. I am trying to work on computer but pain and anxiety and fatigue don't let me. I lost my front theet and I even can't go to dentist (health, anxiety, money).
There is so much to bear and I wanna but don't know how. I am trying every day be there for my husband for my pets, to clean a house to take care for me...it's painful and I am feeling like I am loosing control. Like with all that fighting I will loose my mind. My mother and sister turned back on me, the minute they become financially secured and independent. Husband don't have family - the same reason, and the fact he is with me - I am poor and always sick, they said. There is so much to tell...
I know this is all in my head, that maybe I am overthinking. And I am fighter I have so much to fight for. I am only 30! I was here already for so many times before, I will survive again! I just am tired and I needed your point of view. Your words, other thoughts about this...because I don't have no one to talk about. I am always sunny and happy and it will kill me if I bother others with my problems - I am feeling guilty even now when I write this to you all....I want to share happiness and positive energy but I needed to say to someone....just to see. Even if I am scared of going public and am anxious of yours and mine words.
P.S. Before someone asks, to clear this out - health care here in my country don't support dentists -only when you need to get your teeth out. The same goes with psychologists - they don't help if you don't go to their private clinic and pay. I was there so many times before. I am still trying to find a way...but when I need to think more my brain freezes.
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2022.01.20 08:49 ADatinThrowaway My girlfriend is always the one to leave/hang up.

(We're both 23)
My girlfriend of 6 months and I are in a happy relationship. We love each other and things are going great. It's just one thing that eats at me.
Any time we hang out or have a phone call, she is always the one to initiate leaving. Which is understandable, sometimes she's got things to do, I get it. But usually it's just that she's ready to go home (we don't live together). And the hangouts aren't usually particularly short, it's just that she's always the one to say "Okay babe, I gotta go".
Phonecalls are a slightly different story. We haven't seen each other in several days because of snow, but we call almost every day. The calls last around 40 minutes before she says she's gonna go eat/sleep/whatever and we say goodnight. They always feel like they're cut short, like I could talk with her for another hour or more. Especially when, the last few days, she's talked about how bored she's been stuck in her house because of the snow. Neither of us have much to do around the house, so I'd love nothing more than to spend 2 or 3 hours just video calling.
Quick disclaimer, I'm NOT the only one to initiate phonecalls/hanging out, that's much closer to 50/50. Also, I've NEVER gotten the impression that she doesn't love me and want to be with me.
Out of the last 10 times we've hung out or called, I've been the first one to leave maybe 1 of those times. Should I be the first to leave more often? Could it come across as clingy if I'm never the first to leave?
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